Maybe it was my fault... My approach wasn't quite right...
I waited for her at the parking lot of her place of employment.
When she came out...she saw me but ignored me...
I lowered my passenger window down and spoke to her...
She only waived as if she said: "Get outta here!"...
Then she drove off.
I drove off a minute after her. I was disappointed...mad at myself...my phone rang...but it wasn't the tune I was used to hearing so I took long time to realize what was going on...
She hung up... Then I tried to call back but it went straight to voicemail...no surprise there...
I sent her numerous texts...apologizing...no reply...
And all of the sudden...the dream was lost...the light was gone...and all I saw was darkness...
Revenge... That was the next thing on my mind...
But how...what can I do to make her feel pain... I had no clue...
Denial... I blamed myself for losing the woman I love... Lost? I never had her ... Then how did I lose her...
Forgiveness... I told her I hope she finds happiness...
